Well, if you are wondering why I havent posted about my first full powerlifting meet in over 10 years, it is because it was a disaster.
I warmed up, feeling good, with 135, 225 and 275 before coming out for a “token’ 305 lbs.
What happened next was like a bad nitemare. I took the weight off the rack, felt light. I was slightly anxious from the crowd watching.
I remember going down fine, coming up slightly and all of a sudden my legs gave out.
My Double Quad Tear
All I remember is my legs giving away and people screaming while two guys ran over to help me stand.
Then the pain started.
It’s hard to explain what the pain felt like. It wasnt a 10, more like an 8 and if anything, felt like one the worst “stinging” pains I ever had.
I couldn’t walk by myself, but I had two guys pace me back and forth in the back of the gym to work out the pain. It actually felt better to walk around but eventually they made me sit down and apply large ice bags.
That’s when the pain hurt pretty bad. I was able to handle it, but I was shaking pretty bad from the trama of everything.
After about 30-45 minutes I got my wife to pull up the car and the same 2 guys ( med students I believe) lifted me into the car.
I felt a little better on the way home, the pain went down to maybe a 6.5. The hard part was getting out of the car. I didnt know the extent of my injuries at that point and I almost fell to the floor in the middle of the street.
Eventually my brother in law helped me walk into my apartment and down the stairs to my bed.
Once I got into the bed, I actually felt ok. The pain was down to a 4.5 and I slept for about 2 hours.
I usually never go to doctors, but I listened to my brother in law and went the next day. This injury looked serious.
I took a quick xray and the doctor said right away it looked like a double quad tear and they had ‘ never seen two pulled quads like that before, except for a major car crash”.
So now I am scheduled for surgery Wendsday to reattach my ligaments. I have “sorta” gotten used to it. I can walk when my legs are completely locked and I been using crutches around the house and outside.
I wouldn’t be so horrible if I didn’t have a 2 year old and a 4 month old at home that want my attention 24/7. I think my son has jumped on my legs already at least 25x. The good news is he forces me to stretch my legs every 30 minutes by playing with him
So, what does the future hold for me?
I think squatting is done. I am going to be 41 years old and I dont get paid for this shit. Maybe I can deadlift again, but that will be a year away at least.
According to the doctor some patients come back to normal, it just takes several months to completely heal. Then again, I blew both quads, not just one.
Wish me luck, I might start a daily vlog of my recovery.
-John Andre